My sister just had a baby. This is her second child plus she has a really great guy, her own place too. I'm in my early thirtys. It just throws me into a small depression because it makes me realize I have nothing in my life. I have one child but no job and no man to even want to speak to me. I can't even get an interview for a job. All my friends are busy with their lives so I can't really ask them if they want to go do something. I just want something to happen to my life when I try. But one good thing is my ex is moving on with his life by going somewhere else. He's been living with my family and I and our child for a couple of months now.